Quotes from Rtain’s daily life~

March 19th, 2008 by mdluffy

Da insanity:

Syera: leh x amir join conversation kiter nih?

Nila: amacam tain?

Rtain: aku x kisahh.. tp xleyhla ckp psal bikini XD

Nila & Syera:~XDD

Amir: hye..korg ckp psal pe nih??

Nila: Ko rse comel x kalo amir pkai??

Rtain & Syera: ROFL

tym shopping carik coklat merisik wit mama n abg jan kat Tesco:

Mama: Abis kite nak taruk ape, nih?

Rtain: Taruk je la coklat bebanyak dlm bakul tuh..*da pnat*

Abg Jan: Kasi bakul kosong je takleyh ke?

Rtain: o.0

Abg Jan: Ckpla kat org tuh, "dlm ni pnuh dgn hati yg ikhlas~" * smbil memegang trolley*

Rtain: "diiringi doa–" *tadah tgan kat trolley*

Abg Jan: "–dan berkat~"

Abg Jan & Rtain: ~XDDD

Mama: Cepatla, nak amik Kit Kat ke, Van Houten??!

How Crazy??

March 19th, 2008 by mdluffy

I put my cold guitar inside its case.
People still want me to play tonight,
But I think I’ve had enough today.
Yeah, I’m feeling all right.

Adults give me advice all the time,
Strange people I can’t respect.
I didn’t really want to be like you at first.

My faded jeans rustle as I get on a subway train,
I peer into the window and see my dark reflection.
I haven’t changed at all, I’m still as I was back then.

I wish I had some money for a change, you know? (~XD)

How Crazy!
Stop talking like you can read my mind.
You can’t, I’m telling you.
How Crazy!
I’m just a rat that escaped from a burning ship,
Sinking deep into the sea.

I’ve always loved my dreams and desires,
Blindly following them isn’t the way to go.

Walking up the subway steps creeps me out.
The light at the end feels dark and unknown.

In a parking by lot by twilight’s light,
I see a happy little kid, waving his hand at me,
Without a care in the world.

I yell at the naive child,
Trying to tell him to be wise,
To
use his time as he should,
But I don’t know how to say it.

It’s useless, it’s hopeless.
He can’t understand either way.

Oh God, it’s so cruel. For both of us.

How Crazy!
Stop talking like you can read my mind.
You can’t, I’m telling you.
How Crazy!
I’m just a rat that escaped from a burning ship,
Sinking deep into the sea.

I’ve always loved my dreams and desires,
Blindly following them will do nothing for me
.

Work, work, study study,
Get those A’s and honors in school
Or your family will weep in shame.

You can make a billion dollars in a flash,
But
can’t respect yourself.
Baby, that’s me.
My mind groans under a thousand contradictions.
How long must I live in a world like this?!

How Crazy!
Stop talking
like you know who I am.
You don’t, I’m telling you.
How Crazy!
I’m just a rat that escaped from a burning ship,
Sinking deep into the sea.

I clutched my cold guitar and sang a song by myself,
Just like I did all those years ago…

—————–ROMAJI————————————————-

Tsumetai GITAA wo KEESU ni oshikomu
Hitodoori wa mada ooi kedo
Kyou no kibun wa kokomade
Getting all right

Sonkei dekinai otona no ADOBAISU
Atashi wa anata mitai ni wa
Naritakunai to omotta

Yogoreta JEANS de norikondeiru
Chikatetsu no mado utsutteiru jibun
Kawatte nanka nai ano koro no mama

Okane nante chotto are ba ii no yo

How Crazy
Wakatta you ni atashi no koto
Hanasu no wa yameteyo
How Crazy
Fukai umi ni shizunde yuku
Fune kara nigetekita no

Yume ni LOVE LOVE LOVE itsumo
Junjyou jya irarenai
How Crazy

Eki mae doori chijyou he tsutsuiteiru kaidan wa
Itsumo kurakute fuan da

Yuugure no KONBINI no chuushajou
Asu wo shiranai kodomo ga
Chiisaku atashi ni te wo futteiru

Chie wo tsukenasai
Shourai makenai youni
Settoku shitai noni
Umaku hanasenai

Sonnan jya dame
Nattoku mo dekinai

Oh kamisama chotto fukouhei datte omou yo

How Crazy
Wakatta you ni atashi no koto
Hanasu no wa yameteyo
How Crazy
Fukai umi ni shizunde yuku
Fune kara nigetekita no

Yume ni LOVE LOVE LOVE itsumo
Junjyou jya irarenai

Doryoku wo tsuzuketa gakusei datte
Kekka ni naranakya
Kazoku wa kitto kanashimu

Yowatari jyouzu ga umaku wa ittemo
Sonna no sonkei dekinai jinsei
YOU BABY

Mujyun bakka na kanjyou wo
Itai itsumade kakaete ikite yukuno deshou?

How Crazy
Wakatta you ni atashi no koto
Hanasu no wa yameteyo
How Crazy
Fukai umi ni shizunde yuku
Fune kara nigetekita no

Yume ni LOVE LOVE LOVE itsumo
Junjyou jya irarenai
How Crazy

Tsumetai GITAA
Mou ichidou sotto dakikakaete
Hitori de ano koro mitai ni utatta

Yuinamidairo Yuilovetruth Yuicbml

News 4 DBSK Fans~

March 19th, 2008 by mdluffy

TVXQ named Goodwill Ambassador by USJ!

From country to country, TVXQ not only conquered music charts but is beginning to (somewhat) climb the political one as well. (Remember when they were chosen as the President of the Republic of Korean Music?)

TVXQ, who debuted in Korea in 2004, Japan in 2005 and went on to debut in Taiwan, Hong Kong, Malaysia and Thailand, has been named Goodwill Ambassador for Asia by Universal Studios Japan (USJ).

The appointment ceremony will take place on March 28 at the Universal Studios Japan located near Osaka. Once appointed, TVXQ will travel around Asia for a year to promote the attractions of USJ.

USJ representatives said “We would like to provide for English-speaking Japanese and give international attention to the ambassadors. 70% of the visitors to the theme park are women and they are expected to attract even more attention from all over Asia”

Next thing you know, they’ll be nominated for President! But hey…who’s complaining? Definitely not me!

DBSK Will Make Comeback This September!

Voted as 2008’s most anticipated group, DBSK will be making a comeback with their 4th Korean album this September!

Successfully entering the Japanese market, after a year of extreme hard work to top the Oricon charts, the boys will finally return home to Korea.

A rep at SM stated the following,
“TVXQ will release an album in September and since they haven’t had any activities in Korea for a very long time, they will attend the end of the year ceremonies and as well as perform for the Korean fans”

Aside from this good news, the boys will also be releasing the third volume of History in Japan, which documents another year of their life in Japan. Also, the boys will be on SBS’s variety shows, Line Up (23rd), Miraculous Victory & Defeat (24th), 8 vs. 1, and KBS’ Happy Together (26th). In addition, the boys will be performing on SBS’ Inkigayo and KBS Music Bank!!

DBSK Hits World Chart!

Korean boy band, TVXQ has done it again!
From the Guinness World Record, to Peru, to the United World Chart! Taking the 19th spot this week on the top 40 albums, their third Japanese studio album, “T”, has beaten Britney Spears, Celine Dion, Linkin Park, Chris Brown, and many more.

The United World Chart is a worldwide chart issued every week by Media Traffic, using both sales (digital and physical) and airplay to determine the most popular albums and singles worldwide. The United World Chart uses the same system as the Billboard Hot 100, in which the tracking-week for sales begins on Monday and ends on Sunday; meanwhile the airplay tracking-week runs from Wednesday to Tuesday. The newest weekly chart is therefore issued every Thursday.

These days it’s all about this group of boys…this is truly the era of TVXQ!

40,000 tickets in a second

A quickie:

40,000 Tickets to TVXQ’s Saitama Super Arena concert on May 3, which is one of the last stops in the group’s Japanese tour, were sold-out in just one second after the ticket sale was opened last February 10 at 10 am.

Credit: krnloop

Cassiopeia Won The Guinness World Record!

Cassiopeia, DBSK’s Official fanclub consist of over 800,000 OFFICIAL members recently been recorded in The Guinness World Record Book of 2008!

All taken from shenyuepop

TaDaimA~!!

March 19th, 2008 by mdluffy

Im BACK~! ^^

Finally decided 2 update my abandoned blog, huhu! Guess I’m finally fully motivated 2 wite bout my boring life after living a life dat’s spent on reading other blogs =,=;;

Got a new mp4 i-pod look-a-like ~XD Spent four days dloading songs n vids (especially DBSK n Suju’s). Though i’m still searching 4 more Jpop songs~!

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My addiction~!! DBSK + Super junior << CHENTA~!! Lately i’ve been floating around da net looking 4 new news bout my fav boys, hehe.. Asian Fanatics, Allkpop, Popseoul are good sites 2 update bout da kpop entertainment news.

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Changminnie!!*Faints~*

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Yunho is soo MoishTA~! *leader-sshi!*

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As 4 movies or Jdrama dat i’m watching rite now:

One Pound Gospel

It’s basically bout Kame who’s a boxer but LOVES to eat. He’s famous 4 his weight problem n den 1 day he falls in luv with Sister Angela a nun who helps him when he fainted while exercising.

Cite nih lawak gile, tatau la nak kata Hana kimi lagi klaka or not. Just Kame is soo cute fighting 4 his love 2 sister angela~XD cam bodo gak la, tp cute…annoying but cute! Len dari Kame tym dlm cite Nobuta Wo Produce.

Hachimitsu No Clover

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Honey N Clover version Drama. Movie dia da tgk, not as good as da anime. Diz anime is da best! Saikou Da~!! everytym tgk anime die, mesti rse cam melancholic, motivated, touching gilerr~ Da whole point of this story is "Is there any meaning in a failed love?" da storyline is da best! I thought Fruits Basket was da only anime dat could touch my heart so deeply, but Honey n Clover RULEZZ, man!

Favourite songs ryt now:

Akanishi Jin - Hestitate

Epik High - Fly

Super Junior - Goul ( Mirror )

BoA - Girls On Top

DBSK - Darkness Eyes

Xiah Junsu from Tohoshinki a.k.a DbsK - If…?

Max Changmin from Tohoshinki a.k.a DbsK - Two Hearts

Last To KnoW

June 7th, 2007 by mdluffy

every single time
i see you in the street
as you walked by
the shuffle in your feet
as if to say
you rather die
than live so far from home

i wonder is that why you’re so alone
and
if you found a place to call your own
would you be fine?

and you tell me that something good
is bound to happen soon
and meanwhile you’ll just wait
inside your room
do you find it odd
that
you are not as strong
as you once thought

and even if you run you might get caught
so you won’t go
and you’ll be the last to know

Nidji - Last to know

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###Menghapus jejakmu###

June 6th, 2007 by mdluffy

terus melangkah melupakanmu
lelah hati perhatikan sikapmu
jalan pikiranmu buatku ragu
tak mungkin ini tetap bertahan

perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu
kucoba untuk terus menjauh
perlahan hatiku terbelenggu
kucoba untuk lanjutkan itu

engkau bukanlah segalaku
bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku
usai sudah semua berlalu
biar hujan menghapus jejakmu

terus melangkah melupakanmu
lelah hati perhatikan sikapmu
jalan pikiranmu buatku ragu
tak mungkin ini tetap bertahan

perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu
kucoba untuk terus menjauh
perlahan hatiku terbelenggu
kucoba untuk lanjutkan itu

engkau bukanlah segalaku
bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku
usai sudah semua berlalu
biar hujan menghapus jejakmu

lepaskan segalanya
lepaskan segalanya

engkau bukanlah segalaku
bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku
usai sudah semua berlalu
biar hujan menghapus jejakmu

**~Like A STAR~**

April 2nd, 2007 by mdluffy

Like A Star (New Version) video by Corinne Bailey Rae @ VideoCodeZone.com

Like A Star

just like a star across my sky,
just like an angel off the page,
you have appeared to my life,
feel like I’ll never be the same.
just like a song in my heart,
just like oil on my hands,
honour to love you.
still i wonder why it is,
i don’t argue like this with anyone but you.
we do it all the time,
blowing out my mind.
you’ve got this look i can’t describe,
you make me feel i’m alive.
when everything else is au fait,
without a doubt you’re on my side.
heaven has been away too long.
can’t find the words to write this song of your love.
still i wonder why it is,
i don’t argue like this with anyone but you.
we do it all the time,
blowing out my mind.
now i have come to understand the way it is it’s not
a secret anymore,
’cause we’ve been through that before.
from tonight I know that you’re the only one,
i’ve been confused and in the dark,
now i understand.
i wonder why it is,
i don’t argue like this with anyone but you,
i wonder why it is,
i won’t let my guard down for anyone but you.
we do it all the time,
blowing out my mind just like a star across my sky,
just like an angel off the page,
you have appeared to my life,
feel like i’ll never be the same.
just like a song in my heart,
just like oil on my hands

kisah masa depan..

December 17th, 2006 by mdluffy

Aritu aku baru tgk Eragon..okiela gak, cam ala2 citer Harry Potter..cma Eragon ni lagi hensem sket ler xP Aku cma rase cam tak seswai lagu Avril ending Eragon tuh..lagu Avril sedap, cma aku rse tak seswai ngan ending dia… tapi aku ni bkannya director dia, so i just keep it to myself lah kan, huhu.Aibahirokiomgpretty5gr

Duit pun dah kering, asyik berjalan je keje.. income mane der wak2 cuti nih.. so redha je laa. Duk umah surf internet lagi best. Nak jlan2 pun, Fiqa kat jepun *jelez gila aku*, Huda lak cbok ngan agenda famili dia, Shai plak balik kelantan pastu lupa daratan tak balik2 umah, Fara cbok ngan s.e.m. dia *sebbaik aku xmsuk mrsm*, geng2 yg slalu melepak sumer occupied.. kwn2 lain ader, tapi mesti ader je cobaan bla dah plan nak kuar… mak aku pun bising, asyik melepak je aku nihh… tapi nak kata aku tak blaja, aku blaja.. mana aku nak gali duit nih erk?? nak kuar, nak kuar lagii~!! xDD
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Aku tgok READ IT AND WEEP smalam, aku pelik laa..citer disney nih cam dah boley agak jlan citer dia caner.. nak kata takder kreativiti, kreatif gak la, wat citer camtuh…  tapi cam da bosan, boley agak citer dia caner. Cam WENDY WU HOMECOMING WARRIOR, sama ngan apa aku jangkakan jlan citer dia. skang ni aku da mlas nak tgok tv..except animax ngan axn la.. project runway pun aku takleyh miss.. sakit ati la plak bila pikirkan yg cam citer honey n clover, aku da follow…pastu balik skul, miss plak satu episod..dua episod.. baik aku takyah tgok citer tuh dari skang, wat sakit ati je.. cam stairway to heaven dulu.. punyalah aku follow, tak miss pun satu episod..balik smayang terawih trus lari *ahaha* balik umah tgok citer tuh.. skali dia punya last episod waktu ari raya!!! kat Singapore mana dpat 8TV.. sakit ati yg teramatt laa…. sabar je la aku dgr kwan cerita balik ending dia caner…. sampai aderla gak kengkadang tuh terpikir2 nak beli ke tak vcd dia..yg RM100  lebey tuh.. ye laa, splitla ngan kwan.. tapi nanti dah besar, mesti aku trasa cam rugi or bodh je, habiskan duit berpuluh2 beli vcd satu det, just nak tgok ending dia jer.. tapi aku buat jgak. bukan stairway to heAven ala, aku beli citer ICE WORLD .. citer jepun..da lma gila dah citer tuh.. time aku skul rendah kot. samalah kes dia, aku tak tgok episod last je. skang bila dah beli satu set, dah tgok episod last, aku dah tak tgok lagi dah vcd tuh.. RUGI gilerr…

da angsty side of me..

December 9th, 2006 by mdluffy

aku frust gak nih…dah lma dah benda ni terjadik tapi sampai skunk tak elok2 lagi….. asal aku nyer blog dah tak bley copy n paste arr?? dulu boleyh..ni susahla aku nak post lirik ke survey ke haperr..takkan aku nak type balik sumer tuhh.. aissshh, frust2….

hurmm, wuteva la… skunk korg tau la kan naper aku da lama tak update blog….hehe. skunk idup aku tetiba terasa cam…diancam bahaya..ahaha. rase tak snang idup..nak tido pun susah skunk ni…slagi aku tak amik spm, rsenya slagi tuh aku tak boleyh idup senang..hehe.. aku nak tgok tenipuri, tgok animax pun rse cam… alahh, rse cam tak snang la idup..korang yg da survive spm pham kann?? wak2 pmr, upsr ke aper aku tak pnah la glabah n insecure canie… tak pressure lansung, tapi spm ni tetiba dah menjadi satu pressure yg teramat effective kpada aku.. agaknya semua tekanan yg spatutnya aku rase time upsr, psra n pmr dulu dah dibwak bawah * cam akaun lak xP * ke taun nihh.. hehehe…

in fact skang ni pun aku terasa cam…aku spatutnya blaja ahaha..tapi aku baru je bukak buku ekonomi tadi..rsenya kalau aku masuk balik bilik abg aku * bilik study aku skunk nih sbb abg2 tader heheh..dijamin penuh ngan buku2 teks, majalah dan komik xD *, aku mesti tido..ahaha. tak larat la nak bukak buku lagi.. unless buku komik la..*wut da hell? xD* argghhh, spm cepatla dtgg!!! aku nak tgok anime dgn tenteram~!!! kesian ryoma, aku dah tak dpat nak bgi my full attention to him, despite da fact dah 5 kali aku tgok prince of tennis live action dlm minggu nih.. hehehe.. once an otaku, forever will become one ek? hehe.. i dun mind at all..

so….i wish spm hell.. and frenster too laaa…naper dia tukar profile aaa? damn it la… i can feel my life tumbling down the stairs of shitness…this is where the moment i call my life a nitemare….im going to sleep lah! jaa ne..

hapus aku

November 17th, 2006 by mdluffy

setelah sekian lamenya aku tak update….hmm, so many things happened since my last post. sampai mlas nak tulis…msalah studies, skool, kwan…sebbaik aku takde matair, kalao tak bertambah prob aku. huhuhu. now that i’m free from school….nak rehat dgn secukupnya, nak enjoy wit ma frenz..old and new. aku nak tujukan lagu ni buat kwan aku yg aku rase dia dah patah hati wit a girl…kalo sesapa yg terasa tuh, dat means it’s you i’m talking about.

ku tuliskan kesedihan,
semua tak kau bisa ungkapkan,
Dan kita kan bicara dengan hatiku

buang semua puisi,
antara kita berdua,
kau bunuh dia sesuatu,
yang ku sebut itu cinta

yakinkan aku Tuhan,
dia bukan milikku,
biarkan waktu, waktu
hapus aku

sedarkan aku Tuhan,
dia bukan milikku,
biarkan waktu, waktu
hapus aku….

Dahla, toksah difikirkan lagi….life goes on, my fwen. sorry for not being by your side back then.